February 2012
4 posts
Fatty boom boom
Spent three nights in Auckland to see the System of a Down concert, so naturally I ate ONLY fast foods, and I swear to god when I got home I was noticeably bigger. Argghh I just wanna go to the gym but its shut right now. Tomorrow and every day after that I am gonna be a slave to the treadmill. I can’t even look at McDs or KFC anymore D:
January 2012
5 posts
Trying so hard
Not to go back to Facebook. I am surprised how much I just want to scroll down meaningless babble of everyone’s alter egos to see what they ate today, how their colonoscopy went, etc.
I guess I really was addicted, coz right now I am fighting the urge to go back on, so I downloaded this program that blocks facebook and other social networking sites (of my choice)
I am still feeling...
Feeling better today
Because my Mum brought me tickets to go see System of a Down live!
This is my teenage years right here, listening to SOAD before going to sleep, getting on the piss, playing them while having a bong, playing them when I was happy, sad, alone, all the time, I even named my dog Serj <3
I am just so bloody excited, I think this will be one of the greatest nights of my life, but not THEE...
Money.
I seem to only write on here to vent, which is healthy I guess.
Ok, so I broke up with Dom abruptly last November because I wasn’t on the same page as him. I felt bad for hurting him and leaving him like that but it couldn’t go on any longer. He is and was a sweet guy, but you can’t just make yourself love someone when you don’t.
Anyways, this is the shit thing that is...
December 2011
15 posts
November 2011
3 posts
Parenting
This is kind of spur of the moment but I feel I have to try show the Dads that fall in this category what it feels like when we are continuously arguing!
So, you probably already know there is a high rate of teenage births in New Zealand, and I have a lot of solo mum friends, as well as mothers still with their partners, but the main point I want to get across is that fathers who are not with...
October 2011
16 posts
No direction
Not all of us have direction, or think about our futures all too much, otherwise we would all be great wrecks, worrying, pulling our hair our over which road to turn down, which way is the best way, etc.
I need opinion, need it be bad and I don’t like it, or it be good enough that I run with it, so, here are my options I have taken into consideration;
I can keep doing course, even though I...
The simple, yet kick-ass things about my life
I seem to complain a lot on here, but I believe that is the purpose of a diary, whether it be online or not.
I wanted to tell you all the good things in my life right now and looking forward to..
Riley
He is no longer that fragile little baby I had no less than a year ago, he is turning into a cheeky, clever little rat bag who keeps me on my toes! Forever crawling around, opening cupboards and...
Facebook = Facepalm
GIRLS!
I see this once every few days - statuses which fail so bad.
I will now decipher the hidden meanings behind each one.
- Fuck guys! all they do is use and abuse, maybe i should do the same!
to - ‘I don’t care about myself I’ll sleep round so yes, I am most likely a slut’
- Can’t wait to see that special someone, out with the old in with the new
to -...
The good and bad things about me
We aren’t all a bunch of perfect roses, we all have rasher things about ourselves we would rather not share with the world - I mean, we all make ourselves look so fabulous over our social networking sites, but what could I honestly say about myself that would make you think otherwise? Here are a few bullet points about myself that you may or may not know, I hope you enjoy…
- I...
The shit-storm and my part of it all
So, I’m not sure if Myra reads my blog anymore, in fact I’m pretty sure she doesn’t, we are no longer friends, I decided I couldn’t be her friend after everything I had told her, and have her not believe me.
I will try to put everything in order, and make sense of it so you don’t get too lost.
THE MAIN CHARACTERS:
Myra
- In a relationship and lives with Paul....
August 2011
2 posts
July 2011
9 posts
Fuck Logic
I feel a little dirty, like no matter how much I scrub myself with a wire brush this feeling wont go away.
These are the facts -
I got drunk,
I hooked up with my ex
end of.
This is so weird, a lapse in control, I was doing so well not going back to him, not texting, facebooking any ridiculous messages on how I felt deep inside ( I didn’t feel anything because I wouldn’t let the...
Tag teaming my diary
I have my friend Tamra with me today to help explain a ‘situation’
I don’t know who else reads this other than Myra so consider yourself a ‘silent stalker’. Soooo! anyway, we know this girl, you know who I’m talking about, this girl who bed hops CONSTANTLY from guy to guy, fucks with their heads then moves on to the next (another one bites the dust) and she is...
Yo yo motherfuckaa
Lol.
Anyway, Its the afternoon, I’m bored waiting for Riley to wake up. Starting course next week, crikey =|
Back to school, back to school, to show my dad i’m not a fool.
Nothing much to update you on, except my horoscope:
Jess - Leo
An old blast from the past will mysteriously turn up for your birthday, and they will give you amazing birthday sex and they don’t even know...